An idea that popped into my head. Tell me what you think anyway.
Dangerous Desires
I remember every feeling you gave me; the bitterness that rose in my aching heart as I watched you smile. The yearning I felt as your scent seduced me in ways I could not control.
I longed to touch you, to feel your velvety skin under my burning hands.
To hear you moan as my lips pressed against yours, running my fingers through your blazing hair.
But you ignored me.
How much I despise you my beautiful tormentor. Your eyes are like daggers, piercing my very soul. You are the executioner of my heart. Shredding me to pieces with your merciless eyes.
You have taken my life, my soul and my heart.
I cannot bear to see you happy when I am falling.
I want to hear you scream. Hear your cries of agony.
I’ll steal your smiles, your happiness. Lock you in the depths of your misery as you have done to me.
Only then can I be free from your bewitchment.
No more will I have to watch you.
No more will I be falling in my own despair.
Your eyes will burn me no more.
Your smiles will no longer drive me insane.
I will be free.
I watch, as the dagger plunges into your creamy flesh; crimson staining my eyes, my hands, like a baptism of blood.
Screaming in terror you try to push me away like you always do. But this time I will not let you go.
Your blood is the balm in my wounded heart. Your screams are the symphony to my tormented soul.
I watch your face, a mask of pain and crimson tears. I hear you pleading with me as I plunge my dagger into your body.
With each thrust, I feel my pain slip away. Your fire is dying and I am awakening, my eyes seeing clear for the first time.
You are so still; so peaceful.
The silence is beautiful, a requiem to your soul.
Your eyes can no longer pierce me. Your smiles can never show.
The fire has died and I am free.
She was all I desired. Everything I loved; a fire in my icy heart threatening to consume me.
I went through endless torture just watching her live.
I had to stop this insanity.
So I erased her as a memory.
Now I am free Ginevra…. and you are gone.
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